Aftermath

Sometimes its hard to figure out
just what these games are all about
I try so hard to carry on
but heartbreak wont leave me alone
I almost wish that you had died
so I could carry on,
believing that you loved me still
instead your love has gone

in sleep you're still a part of me
on waking I'm alone
although my eyes are dry again
my grief will never go
every waking thought of you I suppress
yet you invade my sleep and disturb my rest
memories come crystal clear
all that passed,
when you were here.