Till the next time...

I'm here, I'm in that place again
the place where I can write
The place where I can stand and scream
Or sit alone
and cry

I'm here because I want to be
This has to be the truth
Alone and lost, misunderstood
and hurt and raw,
Confused

Why do I let life drag me down?
Afraid that no-one cares
It's all my fault, I'm in the wrong
I'm stupid, dumb,
obtuse.

You think by now I'd move along
I'd learn how not to care
Look after only no. 1
This lesson's learned
again...